angel_55

groovy

Tue, 31 Jan 2006 08:16:05 GMT

ok so after a boring day I ended up going to work
then at work me and a co-worker decided that we would like to switch consoles for a while because his computer is fucked and needs to fix it but while he's fixing it, he can't use it. So I said sure due to me not having his and never really playing it.

So long story short I came home watched 24 and afterwards I packed up my PS2. Then I went over to his house and we traded my ps2 for his XBox. Not permanent for the time being til we get our fill of each others games pretty much. I've been playing Halo for a while now and I can see why people like it. Its basically like any other first person shooter but the weapons so far are pretty basic and you need more maneuvering then anything else.

so I know I'm tired yet not tired ... its a weird ass feeling.
tomorrow I hope to clean my room a little bit. Well to the point where I am satisfied with the results and after work me and matty are going to bubble tea.
People can come if they want to I have nothing against it, in fact I think I encourage it.

oh and I almost forgot, I'm learning binary cause I'm need a hobby, go me!

Fri, 23 Dec 2005 07:07:56 GMT

ok so nothing too much to talk about other then I'm hella busy for no reason
pain in the ass it is as I want to do certain things while other things get in the way

I finished watching house of a 1000 corpses .... I thought the Devils Rejects was a better movie after all. It just had more substance to it. I dunno.
What else

I think I'm attracted to dispair within people. I'm not positive quite yet as its going to take some more thinking but that's what I've come up with so far.

haha

Mon, 19 Dec 2005 04:03:30 GMT

Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

In February I helped kinkado hide a body (-173 points). In March I ate my brussel sprouts (1 points). In August I didn't flush (-1 points). In January I pushed becauseme in the mud (-17 points). In May I committed genocide... Sorry about that, sunomabitch (-5000 points).

Overall, I've been naughty (-5190 points). For Christmas I deserve a lump of coal!

Sincerely,
angel_55

Wed, 14 Dec 2005 20:09:44 GMT

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[*] I think I'm ugly, even sometimes.
[*] I have many scars. (a few)
[*] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[*] I have a tattoo.
[*] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[*] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[*] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life

[*] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[*] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[*] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work

[ ] I'm in school.
[*] I have a job. (not a good one)
[*] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[*] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years. (just cause I havn't been in school for like 2 years)
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[*] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[*] I've skipped school.

Embarrassment

[*] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry. (depends)
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[*] I've snorted while laughing.
[*] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[*] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose. (Sour alcohol!)
[*] I've had my pants rip in public

Health

[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches.
[ ] I've broken a bone. (boring, I need to get on that)
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling

[*] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[*] I've been on a plane.
[*] I've been to the U.S.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[*] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences

[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[*] I've seen a shooting star.
[*] I've wished on a star.
[*] I've seen a meteor shower.
[*] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[*] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[*] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[*] I've gone skinny dipping.
[*] I've played spin the bottle. (yay grade school)
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. (Hate milk!)
[*] I've crashed a car. (stupid apple tree)
[*] I've been Skiing.
[*] I've been in a play.
[*] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[*] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[*] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[*] I've played a prank on someone.
[*] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[*] I've eaten Sushi.
[*] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships

[ ] I'm single
[*] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've had someone cheat on me.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[*] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[*] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of commitment.
[*] I have a fear of abandonment.
[*] I've cheated in a relationship. (it was only 3 weeks calm down)
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[*] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[*] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[*] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[*] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[*] I am a cuddler.
[*] I love to flirt.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[*] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime

[*] I am a terrible liar.
[*] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[*] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[*] I've snuck out of my house.
[*] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[*] I am keeping a secret from the world. (probably someone knows but I forget who)
[*] I've cheated while playing a game.
[*] I've cheated on a test.
[*] I've ran a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[*] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[*] I've shoplifted.

Drugs/Alcohol

[*] I've consumed alcohol.
[*] I regularly drink.
[*] I've passed out from drinking.
[*] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I smoke
[*] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them. (tylonal counts right ?)
[*] I've smoked pot.
[ ] I'm a stoner.
[ ] I've snorted coke.
[ ] I've eaten mush.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[*] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem AND WITHOUT WATER!

Depression and Self-harm

[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[*] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[*] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[ ] I've woken up crying.
[*] I've cried myself to sleep.
[ ] I have seen a therapist.
[ ] I am seeing a therapist.

Death and Dying

[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[*] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide. (they were close at one time ... but now is not)
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own death.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[*] I own an iPod or MP3 player. (yay x-mas party's)
[*] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Political/Social Attitudes

[ ] In general, I don't like people.
[ ] I'm a feminist.
[ ] I'm very outgoing.
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I'm Democratic.
[ ] I'm Republican.
[ ] I'm liberal.
[ ] I don't like Bush because he is dumb.
[ ] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.
[ ] I'm religious.
[*] I dress fairly modestly.
[ ] My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it."
[*] I'm pro-choice.

Random

[ ] I can sing well.
[*] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[*] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme
[*] I curse regularly.
[ ] I sing in the shower.
[*] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[*] I twirl my hair (when it was long)
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[*] I like being neat.
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[*] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[*] I laugh at my own jokes.
[*] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[*] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[*] I love white chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[*] I play video games.
[*] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[*] I'm good at remembering dates.
[*] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[*] My answers are totally honest

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 21:37:40 GMT

ok so friday was matts thingy
it was uber fun ... yeeeeeeea

-Highlights included rushing to make food to get there for 5 then finding out that was just "our time" to come over and everyone else was getting there around 6 ish.
- running around and shooting people in golden eye
- running around outside with snow balls
- burying the smitty in the snow, if you missed it you suck

saturday I had a day full of hell as i spent it at work. Mind you this is post office work and it's christmas time so me being busy is an understatement. I came home and got ready for my work party which i was all "baaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh" due to work sucking me dry of enery
I got the time wrong as to when to be there so we (kristi and I) got there 45 mins early.
in that time I was able to be the DJ when the real one went out for dinner. As well as I got the first beer. Some how that makes it worth it.
So every year we have this secret santa thing going on, but the person who had me did not show up. So I instead got nothing as I handed out all the presents to everyone else. It made me cry a little.

However it wasn't that bad as I ended up winning the 1G IPod Shuffle. There was only one of those and 3 512 's so I was a little happy for that. Desert consisted of fruit and a chocolate fountain.
At then end of the night there was still chocolate in the fountain and Kristi and I grabbed a cup and filled it and brought it home with us. We had some fun with it and then went to bed.

Sunday I had to work again (this is an on going process this week) and When I came home I had nothing to do so I actually sat down adn watched TV on my own volition. Weird I know.
Bottom line is I have no plans for a while so If you want to do something then just say so and I can pick a time and we will go out and have fun or stay in and have fun. No matter what if we're together there should be some sort of fun, I will stam my guarentee on that one.

So I have to go to work now ... I shall be home again with nothing to do later ....
Yea ..

Sun, 04 Dec 2005 06:39:55 GMT

Have you ever wondered where an old hogh school friend / aquaintence is ? I've been thinking about that quite a bit this evening while I do absolutly nothing except watch anime and drink some beer, cause obviously those two go together; You appreciate the blood that much more. Anyways, I was thinking about like 3 people that I would like to see again, except those 3 people are all people that I talked to at school but never really had conversations with. But I want to know for some reason. I'm not sure if its me wanting to change the psat or simply me wanting to make new / more friends with people that has caused this. I mean it is saturday night and I'm doing dick all pretty much.

Oh well. I think the sad thing is ... the people I want to talk to ... I probably will never see again. That puts a damper on things

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 04:06:26 GMT

Ok umm... gee
ya I'm so extremely bored and I have nothing to do. One would say "just go to sleep" However that is not possible since I am currently not tired one bit.

But hey, this is my first entry here in this Journal, and I bet no one realizes that I exist here quite yet.
yar yar

man i need some sort of hobby